Why is it that Christmas gives you that awful feeling of loneliness? I guess it may be down to the fact that the majority of my friends and colleagues are happily settled down - writing joint Christmas cards and deciding who's parents house they will be at for Christmas and New Year. And then there is the NYE Party, where at midnight everyone starts snogging there other half and you are stood strangely alone feeling rather uncomfortable and believing that the only place suitable to hear the clock strike midnight is the toilet.
So without further a do, my housemate puts me on a new dating website - where she gets to write the profile and I just have to sit back and wait for them to accept my photo so I can find myself some "new friends".
How do I feel? Indifferent. If I meet someone, anyone, then great. If not - I'll get over it. I'm too busy until April anyway to put my heart and sole into it.
And what about Chris I hear you ask. Done and dusted. He never text back and on reflection, it wasn't so perfect after all. He talked to me like I was a school kid, was moody, critical and ungrateful. I could go on but I'd rather just forget about it...
I can't bring myself to go back on his dating website. The new one is better quality and not so commercial. The old one is full of strange men. And just seeing him on there will be frustrating and maybe a little painful.
So I wait anxiously for my profile to be accepted and for me to start winking/ poking/ biting or whatever the latest online community flirting is called : watch this space......
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment